February 2012
17 posts
1 tag
Lack of someone to talk to. Not sure if it’s the hormones talking or whatever.
I need to be alone.
Life is easier for pretty people.
Everyone hurts you.
It hurts more when someone you love and thought loved you back hurts you.
I want to go to sleep and never wake up.
January 2012
38 posts
Okay, I’m scared and I need someone to talk to but I’m too scared and I don’t want to talk to the boyfriend because I’m too scared. A stranger to talk to would be nice.
Okay, I'm scared.
GODDAMN.
I hate waiting for deliveries.
I wonder how she’s doing, it’s been far too long. I hope she’s well. I miss her a little bit. We had massive plans but they were just plans, we didn’t act on any of it.
So close now,
In a few months, Emma and I will have enough money to move out into our own flat. And the boyf will be able to stay when he pleases.
I’ve already got 1k in the savings, even if it means going hungry for the month. But it’s okay. I shouldn’t eat anyway. I’m a fat bitch.
